cigarette in your bed.

ask   
"At night, I leave the limiting human form and turn once again, like nature designed me, into an animal. Hunting, craving danger and with my eyes on the northern star. At night, I will dance, vomit, fuck, drink until there is no alcohol left, go crazy. No more control, no more fear, leaving all anxiety behind, I love the night. The night sets me free. And then during the day, I feel afraid. I have the willies; shaking, twitching, heart rhythms which drive me to the epicenter of panic. And then, when the light is dimming outside, the comforting sight of dancing stars start to appear on the blackening sky, my hangover disappears and I am ready. House music is slowly playing on the background, let’s charge into the darkness. In search of fearlessness, hope and the true nature of our existence. Let the caveman out, dive into Bushem and do things you would never dream about when it’s daytime."